we need a resolution

sad, down in the dumps, depressed, and mopey.
probably some of the worst couple weeks i think i have had
in either forever or in a really long time.

too many feelings and thoughts for one person to deal with...
essentially on their own.
but going through this helped me to realize what
i truly enjoy doing, what brings a smile to my face, and a hearty laugh full of memories .
every morning i look forward to a new day,
what it might bring, what might be different, or what will (sadly) remain the same.
when i do find something that breaks through my world
like a ray of sunshine...i feel like the old me is back!

editing photos. touching them up.
(im making do with iphoto, since i dont have photoshop yet.)
pictures of my family and friends, old times, and new ones.
ticket stubs
"memory" stubs
plane tickets
writing
going to classes / homework
(im a nerd i know.)
thinking. day-dreaming
(pisces are known for this)
finalizing my plans for my 6week program to talloires, france.
& of course -- listening to my itunes.

this is me
quirky
funny
eclectic
fun
warm
complex
deep
intellectual
curious
romantic
mysterious
intriguing

im still in search of...
but i think my days are getting better.