"crazy for you" -- adele

a plethora of feelings

i dont know whats been getting to me lately
i thought i knew exactly what it was but im no
longer so sure... ive never felt like this for quite so long
and quite so deeply


i miss you
i miss your strong, warm embrace
i miss riding the T to the airport, and hopping on a plane to come see you
and only you
i miss the car ride from the airport
i miss our emotional and passionate goodbyes
i miss dining out at good breakfast places
i miss sleeping in your bed til the afternoon sun peaks through the window
i miss talking with you til late in the night
i miss the time we shared, the laughs that never seemed to stop, the
constant smiling, and the reassuring feeling that this all feels too too good


in essence, and to put it simply, short, and sweet...
i miss you & i miss us.
because lately im back to feeling alone, not just in a physical sense
but emotionally as well. that reassuring feeling i once had
is now one of guessing and pondering and mere confusion. i miss
receiving your calls and not hanging up til another two hours later.
and now, im lucky if we talk on the phone at all. i hope it doesnt
take long to get back to what we once had...