Saturday, August 9, 2008

welcome to my world...

new songs --
treat u good -- lloyd
you -- lucy pearl f/ qtip & snoop dogg
look back at me (remix) -- trina

these past few days have been crazy. to say the LEAST
i dont know where to start, or dont know how much i can truly expose to the blog world...cause i forget who actually has my url link...but fuck it ... so lets start with wednesday. my emotions were running crazy, and i had a hard time deciphering between my guilt, concern, and freedom. if that makes any sense at all which im sure it doesnt...have you ever had that feeling where what you didnt really need/werent able to have is what you wanted (not that you COULDNT have it, just some reasons and circumstances prevent it) and what you had -- well the idea of it wasn't truly satisfying to you ? well thats how im feeling...

thursday -- all i have to say is : real world manhattan (beach), white people in the hood of lennox, 40oz, the popo's, and mikey p hahaa... what a crazy night ! and i was sober *gasp*

friday -- ashleys partyyyy. i swear that 1) there were too many doodoo's to even breathe in there 2) im getting too old for parties, lol i think i started at a young age so now not much phases me 3) i realized ive talkd to too many boys, i ran into ones i used/still talk to, ones ive already dated, and ones that wanted to date me, and some new ones 4) i was grabbed and pulled too close to too many boys (known/unknown)...i felt like a little doll ...all in all it was a good night, my best friend jo was back innnn town from jamaica, mon. so it was good partying/watching people party it up...and of course, the regular summer IDHT crew was in full effect. and what kind of outing with alexis & gabie would it be if a dennys milkshake/hot tea wasnt in the picture? :)

FIFTEEN DAYS//TWO DAYS.

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