Monday, August 11, 2008

take it back


so this afternoon, well this evening around seven or so...i took a trip to the past -- MY past. the good days. the worry-free days. the always a smile days. the two thick long braids days with the colorful barette knockers on the end. ... you get my drift. lol when i was a short, semi-chubby little thang.
family friends came in from chicago. i would go to chicago twice a year every year for sooo many years... the two girls, now 16 and 13 are all grown up and big....and while im not much older than stacy (16year old) -- it reminded me of how fast time flies. i remember going to her/her sister's birthday parties (the reason we would go to chicago every year) at the rented out skating rink. i remember boarding the plane every time with my cousins sasha/kevin and our parents... oh how exciting those times were. and now, at the dinner table we're talking about "oh so are you all packed up for college..." "when do you leave" -- this shit scares me. im scared my time, these "great four years" will roll by too fast; or i wont be able to appreciate them...


ill stop being a worry wort, or whatever they call it hahaa

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