"sure thing" -- miguel jontel

every emotion running through my mind
and im glad to know im not alone in this

i think thats what keeps me "strong" as he says
to be alone and worried and confused is a state
that i never want to be in ever again, and thanks to
him im not...
to let him, or anyone else in my head
for just one hour, let alone a whole day...would risk
knowing that someone besides me knows how much
i care for you and adore you and they will know how
deep my feelings go, all the memories of you/us that
make me smile and the moments that leave chills running
down my arms; they will know how much i miss your
voice after hanging up and they will know much i look
forward and how excited i get when i receive a text or phone
call from you; rarely do we get into arguments, but he or she
will know how much and far i will go to keep you at ease --
free from the worry and drama; they will know the sadness i
feel when im in the airport, all alone, or on that plane...without
you; how my long weekends away from boston, with you
are some of my most cherished memories; most of all theyll
know how much i long to be in your arms -- there, im the most
comfortable in every sense of the word; the happy, joyful, easy-going
Gabrielle that lies buried under the worry-wort, stressed out,
and quite frantic Gabrielle emerges and takes center stage


only you do this to me =) but i wouldnt have it
any other way.