all this time...i thought i meant something more.
silly me to think that not labeling this...us...me...meant that the feelings would be the same, or that i wouldnt care...when in reality i do care...and the feelings i thought you had, well maybe they arent the same. i dont really know what to think...i mean i am just the chick youre talking to. and have been talking to since... may ? its now november...or maybe i am overreacting and analyzing this more than i should ? I dont know...but i know how i feel and i know how i felt when i heard you express your views of me over the phone. i knew thats not what i wanted to hear...but after going so long without discussing what we have truly become, i should have expected that i suppose. is being given a label what i really wanted...maybe ? with the label comes the committment...but id like to think i already have that bond, or, again, am i just that LA chick of yours ? wompwomp im glad i have this blog so i can talk and ramble ha
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