my midnight loving

i am conditioning myself to love from a distance

to love
with passion
loyalty
fervor
committment
angst
patience
excitement

to love fully
and freely
him, my only

to love from brown
little toes, to the top
of my black thick
natural
wavy bun

to love the memories
the moments
of every touch
hug kiss and stroke
to love the silence
the laughs the tears
and ear to ear smiles

to love you

to love from within
so that it pours out

and while i cant tell
you each

and
every

single


moment of the day,
every brand new morning

every scorching, few clouds
afternoons,
every frost chilly evening


that I Love You

know that i don't,
because i love you
more and more
each

and every
day.

so the love i have for you
yesterday is no longer the
same with each waking up
with each sun rise, that love
has magnified, growing strength
in its mere existence,
anticipating our reunion

tis true what
they say,

distance makes
the heart grow fonder


for one i was already fond of. whose love i already possessed and whose love i embraced and whose love i had captured, how can "this" grow fonder one may ask? and that answer lies within the heart itself.


je t'aime "bj"