Sunday, July 27, 2008

update yo'self

its 336...and i just woke up from a "nap" ?


i havent posted in wayyy too long, and the funny thing is i havent been doing shit...
no job
no school
no darius' house/sleepovers
no nothing
haha... i did have wisdom teeth surgery wednesday...and well, ive never felt pain like this before
im talking -- nausea, puking, head throbs, mouth throbs, inability to "open wide," etc 


so looks like i have that tingly feeling all over again :) and i couldnt be happier
except it seems all good things come with a "but" factor or a little loopey loop that either you and that person can 1) work through 2) work around = avoid it OR 3) let get the best of you two. so i must decide which option will happen...im not even sure what i want ? 
this is the sucky part about life
but i also have a problem with the whole feelings/intimacy thing. so all three options can just be a big blur to me...welcome to my life

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